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13 November 2007 @ 10:03 pm
Thank you to everyone who posted such lovely replies after my last journal entry. Needless to say I haven't been around since, because my arse of a boyfriend kicked me out and I've been living in the shop while I try and figure out what to do. I can't go home because I refuse to let my parents do the 'told you so' lecture, and I simply could not bear to see the smug look on my sister's face. So my nice boss has let me stay in the shop on a fold out bed (is more than bizarre to be in the shop when it's closed) and I am looking for some share accommodation or something nearby. Internet access is almost impossible at the moment, so you probably won't see me back for a while.

Hope all is well with everyone in LJ land!
04 October 2007 @ 05:24 pm
I had a horrible day today. I have strong suspicions that the boyfriend is cheating on me. There’s nothing concrete, just a general evasiveness and he’s very quick to get mad at me for little things. He’s been spending more and more time out ‘with his mates’ and less and less time with me, but the most telling thing is that he and I aren’t having sex anymore.
Anyway I sort of accused him of cheating on me on the way home from work. He was late picking me up and didn’t seem interested in me at all, so I asked him if something was wrong. He got very defensive and said I was paranoid and I needed to ‘get off his case’. I got really mad and told him that I wasn’t on his case, I just wanted to know if anything was wrong and we got into a huge fight. I asked him outright if there was someone else and he pulled the car over and made me get out. He then took off and left me there.
Luckily I was near a bus stop and I could catch a bus and then walk the rest of the way home. I got home about 2 hours ago and he isn’t here yet.
28 September 2007 @ 05:06 pm
Current Mood: sadsad
27 September 2007 @ 09:48 pm
I love my cats, truly I do, but when I come home to find they've hacked up furballs on my bed... not so much.
Current Mood: annoyedannoyed
25 September 2007 @ 05:04 pm
Because shaldana seems to like them as much as I do.

Current Mood: calmcalm
23 September 2007 @ 05:27 pm
Stolen from shaldana

1. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Two weeks ago I would have said yes, but now I'm reconsidering.

2. What color are your eyes?

3. What's the last thing someone said to you?
Okay, bye

4. What does your last text say?
7.30pm. See you then.

5. What is the total call time on your phone?
I don't even know how to check.

6. What messaging system do you use?

7. Do you smoke cigarettes?

8. When was the last time you cursed?
About 20 minutes ago when the boyfriend told me he was going out. Again.

9. Do you have a dog?
Nope. Never would

10. What was the last item you gave away?
A shirt I bought that was too big.

11. Do you own a stereo that cost more than $100?
No. My boyfriend does though and I use his.

12. What is one thing you question?
What is it about my sister that makes her better than me in the eyes of my parents (yes I'm still struggling with this one!)

13. Where do you see yourself in 4 years?
No idea.

14. What were you doing before this?
Painting my toenails.

15. Have you ever hiked up a mountain?
I've never even seen a mountain

16. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid?
Lots of songs. "You can't rollerskate in a buffalo herd" is one I still sing.

17. Are you married?

18. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
I only have a sister and the last time we spoke was probably 3 or 4 months ago.

19. Are you the oldest of your siblings?
No. I'm the youngest.

20. Who are you talking to right now?
No one, see #8

21. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex you loved them and meant it?

22. Would you like to live in New York City?

23. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't even do?
I don't think so.

24. Do you miss someone?
I miss my friends when I moved interstate, but not enough to go back.

25. Do you think they miss you too?

26. Will you ever speak to them again?
I still email them.

27. What would you do if you saw George Bush walking down the street?

28. What would you do if you found out you had an identical twin?
Be amazed and fascinated. Do we have lots in common?

29. If your crush asked you out right now, what would you do?
I don't have a crush.

30. When was the last time you laughed?
This morning, when I saw the Ricky Gervais Creation video

31. Have you ever been in a museum?
Yes, but only for school.

32. What does your mom call you?

33. Are you racist?
I don't think so.

35. Has anyone told you they like you as more than a friend?

36. Do you plan to go to college?
I don't think so.

37. What are you doing tomorrow?

38. What did you do yesterday?
Slept in until 11am and then read a book for most of the day.
Current Mood: apatheticapathetic
23 September 2007 @ 02:54 pm
Current Mood: gigglygiggly
22 September 2007 @ 07:46 am
Courtesy of ladyd

1. Who do you look up to? My boss. She's awesome. Kind of like the mother I wished I had.

2. What is the last thing you cleaned? A box of pins I knocked off the bench at work. I still don't think I got them all. Lucky I don't work barefoot!

3. Do you measure with a ruler or do you eyeball it? Ruler. I don't trust it otherwise. I'm sure to get it wrong. Although I do cut ribbon based on a 'guestimate'. If it's too long you just tie a bigger bow. :)

4. What do people compliment you on? Usually my hair. It's long and blonde.

5. What is behind you? A wall. 
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
19 September 2007 @ 07:22 pm
Guaranteed to make me smile no matter what. :)

19 September 2007 @ 06:53 pm
1) List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself
2) Tag seven people to do the same.
3) Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you want to tag whoever wants to do it.

1. Band-aids make me feel ill. I would rather bleed everywhere than put one on me.

2. When I was young I had an imaginary goat named Bleat

3. Letting anyone read my writing takes an ENORMOUS amount of courage - so much so that the small labyrinth fic I added to my journal is the first writing I've shared with anyone since I was about 8.

4. I have chosen the bit part I'd love to play in every musical I know. I would be the maid in Annie, the rose seller in Oliver, a mourning girlfriend in Les Miserables.. the list is long.

5. I love driving, but don't have a car of my own.

6. I think my sister is far superior to me and my parents love her more.

7. I used to wish I could wear glasses so I would strain my eyes by reading at night. Obviously the thought of buying glasses with clear glass didn't occur to me. I still don't need glasses. :)

I am tagging: ladybast duckness ladyd nenyaentwhistle elly_jellybean, drunkprincessz jacqui
Current Mood: energeticenergetic